So… Sex, and the needy woman…

Sex, fucking good isn’t it…

It can feel wonderful, delightful, hurt – in a great way, be fast and furious or slow and delicious , earth crashingly terrible, or perhaps because you are not getting any, extremely frustrating!

Men complain they don’t get any, that’s the stereotype isn’t it? – my wife doesn’t want sex, not interested. And so women are not supposed to want it that much…

How wrong can you get.

Because women do want it… well, lots of us anyway. I certainly do and I’m very lucky in the fact I have a partner with a reasonably high sex drive and I do get good sex whenever I want it.

But is it enough?

It would seem not.

It would seem that somehow, because of the respect and general gentlemanlyness of my partner, the fact we have been together for so long (although we are always up for trying something new) and a miriad of other reasons I can’t even begin to fathom, it’s not enough…

I want a lover, or two. Not much to ask is it? It would appear so. Society isn’t very happy about it and to be honest neither is my partner.  Why do I feel like this? who knows. Fucked if I do… Except, I don’t really need more love… Respect, yes – I want a kind of erotic escapism, new hands touching my body, finding my weeknesses, pushing my buttons, exploring my psyche, pushing my boundaries.

During an open and frank discussion with my partner I confessed my growing interest in having a MMF experience, so we chatted around this and also what a MFF experience would mean for him and ended up ruling the whole thing out, because although he can appreciate the interest and draw of the situation and got rather horny talking about it, he was unable to come to terms with the thought of another man touching me, this rules out an open marriage too. The begining of the end, something he feels he can’t handle, so I have to respect that don’t I.

And I do respect that, whilst feeling locked up in my little world of respectability… The begining of the end indeed.

Here ends my first and I’m sure but no means last random musing (not so heavily disguised scream for help) on the subject of sex….

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Posted on May 6, 2011, in Blog and tagged , , , , , , , , . Bookmark the permalink. 3 Comments.

  1. I don’t want to make your ‘lack of’ feelings worse but I will say having an MMF was a very erotic and mind blowing experience and one that I am sooooo glad I had, as was the FFM.

    Have you tried talking to your partner about swinging, I know he says he would like an open marriage but maybe finding other couples to play with would be something he could do. That way all the people playing are with their significant other, it is not like inviting a 3rd in, it is more about mutual pleasure between 2 secure couples.

    Mollyxxx

    • eroticmoonbeam

      Hello! We have discussed swinging Molly along with almost every other option, I’m blessed in being able to talk about my thoughts so frankly, the issue lies with him not being able to ‘deal’ with seeing /knowing I am being touched by another man.

  2. mhm that’s my boy’s problem too… he’s got some bicurious leanings but hewants me all to himself… other girls however, he’s all for it 😛

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